Having brain aneurysms is weird.
Yeah. It’s a bit like that. And an associated problem is, if an expert goes in there to defuse the bomb with a mesh implant or a tiny titanium clothes peg, they might just set the whole thing off.
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Until this past autumn, it had been over three years since the last scan of my two aneurysms. Regular readers may be aware that an aneurysm is kind of like a bubble on an inner tube. A weaker area on a blood vessel, not unlike a ballon.
In everyday life, this aneurysm carrier tends not to think about their aneurysms. Mostly because the vast majority of people with aneurysms don’t even know they have them. But if you do know, they’re always there like a background hum. Somewhere at the back of my brain, if you will.
And thinking about them, and reading back over the foregoing paragraphs, the idea of brain aneurysms can be a bit of a downer – sorry about that. According to the American Stroke Association
once an aneurysm bleeds, the chance of death is 30 to 40 percent
On the upside, the chance of moderate to severe brain damage is only 20 to 35 percent after a bleed.
I guess what I’m saying is, it’s important to keep an eye on a brain aneurysm and watch out for any concerning developments. So when the letter from my last MRI came in a said We’ll see you in a few more years without any explanation, my first thought was
Can you be absolutely sure about that?
And I made sure that I was sitting in a consultant’s office yesterday, watching as he spun a slice of my brain around on his
fingertip computer monitor.
The aneurysms still look like tiny Cheetos. Which is cute and all, but I explained to the consultant that the stat I’d heard – which I can’t immediately find a citation for – that the general rule of thumb that there’s a one percent chance per year of a brain aneurysm rupturing becomes less encouraging when it’s been five years since your last scan and you’ve got a headache.
Seriously. Having a headache really freaks me out now.
But then – obviously – the consultant Top Trumped me with his own stat. And since the Brain Aneurym Foundation’s information booklet on the subject cheerily kicks off by noting that
discovering you have a brain aneurysm is a frightening and sometimes isolating experience
I thought I’d share it with you.
The ISUIA (International Study of Unruptured Intracranial Aneurysms) trial some years ago
reported a 5‐year ruptured rate of 0% for aneurysms smaller than 7 mm in the anterior circulation and 2.5% for those smaller than 7 mm in the posterior circulation.
Yeah, I know. Wurdz. And of course, the journals do point out exceptions to the general rule.
But for now, I’m going to have a cookie and chill. I’ve got a pre-intake appointment for my Sleep Deprivation EEG Test (Initial Caps!!!) shortly. I’ll look forward to telling you all about it next week…
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Well I’ll say this. The last time you had an ambulatory eeg we wrote a cracking good musical about it.
Sobering stuff. But I’m glad you are keeping care of yourself. Continue to be well
Ok now back to my singing robot hamster schemes.